Hadassah79, 45

I'm not sure if God has a new beginning and marriage in His greater purpose for my life....My flesh desires a Godly marriage and partnership...but may His will be done. I am from Newfoundland Canada but moved to India in 2008 for ministry, and married who I thought was a Godly man on fire for the Lord. He claimed a desire for full time ministry and I longed for the same. When I found out I was pregnant with our daughter Hadassah, I sponsored my Indian husband to come back to Canada so we may raise our family there. I believe marriage is for life and one of the most sacred gifts we are given, which is why I endured a long period of life threatening abuse. I prayed and believed God would save our marriage, but one night barely escaped with my life. I've struggled the last couple years from the guilt of my divorce. My heart still longs for that Godly marriage I never had....and I want my two beautiful children to know what a true family of God is....They don't deserve a broken household and I feel I've failed them.

I am simple, honest and God fearing. I love my family and the family life. I live humbly and want nothing more than to grow in the image of Christ daily. I am an artist and paint full time so I can stay home and raise my own children...in a Godly manner with little outside influence. I dream of full time ministry with the right man by my side. I believe time is short and we need to reach as many souls as possible.

Bless you for listening to me while I shared my story.