I feel that i have come a long way, from what I use to be. Long ago, yes I was an Agnostic. I really didn't know what to believe, to be fully honest I thought Adam and Eve were cave men. But after long thought and questions...I found my answers. Before I believed that if God was so powerful almighty, if he knows everything in the world and is a Loving God. Why would he put us into harms way? Why test us like some kind of sick game? But how wrong I was, but the thought of be being wrong practically destroyed me. When your an Agnostic, your one foot in and one foot out, to whether or not God exists. So putting my pride, my life on the line was the hardest thing in my life. But at the same time I was willing. I wanted to know the meaning of life, why am I such an intellectual being? Death is around every corner. Should I be prepared to what might be on the other side?...Is there another side? I needed answers. Soon after, I started to compare everything to God and not. My understanding was challenged, everything I've ever known was up to the plate. Then I thought mostly about this place called hell. What is hell? That sounds like a terrible place. So to be honest, it scared me. But it brought my curious side to a new level. I started to read the bible..GASP* yes, I started to read it. As I read it and started to understand it, I felt this warm sensation take hold of my body ( no joke.) I felt like I could understand more, like as if I had been given wisdom. I couldn't stop reading ( I hated books btw.) I felt the ultimate high. Later on I could truely see the world for what it is even the people in it. Like my eyes where unclouded by hate,rage,fear..sin. I accepted Jesus Christ into my life 4 years after. Why so long? Because its not something that you say it one time and your done. No its a life changing process and in the end it will be most rewarding. Trust me Jesus lives. Before I was scared to admit it...But now I'm more then honored.I re
